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Dear friends, if you have landed here then it means you are looking for something in someone that you cannot explain.

And you are seeking answers to your questions:

What did I do to make her angry? 

Or 

Why is she like that always- why does she always blame me for everything?


If you keep on asking these questions over time and time again, then that means you are not in a right relationship. It will consume you and you will always find yourself in the wrong which, I would definitely say is not true!!


I started writing this on 26th Feb 2025. Till about 2 years back, from the 16 years of my marriage, I did not know the meaning of the word Narcissist- a person who does not take any credibility of their action and always blames any mistake on others. 

Living with such a person is a terrible idea and even worse is bringing up a kid between you. I have seen changes in the small one since she was born. From being a happy, go lucky kid she is turning out to be a personality with anger issues, abandonment fears, self doubt and becoming a people pleaser. It is like a moving picture- I am just a mere spectator and I cannot change anything. I have shouted, cried, shown my anger and even hit my partner once or twice, but nothing changed. 

Early days with her, after marriage, I could never understand what was wrong. The behavior she displayed and the basic nature that I knew of her did not meet any of the known types I had ever seen.

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